christina is the name. i have a love for words, a good book, and the findings of new music. the beach is my peaceful getaway. doing nothing with people i love is grand. acoustic guitars soothe my soul. i appreciate creative photography. my mind is filled with countless thoughts. challenged with new things each day. i am a broken young woman redeemed by her Heavenly Father.
Protector. Safety. Comfort. Peace. Healer.
I had looked at a certain person as my protector. This person was supposed to keep me safe. I had become too dependent. But I unfortunately was disappointed. I tried to replace God’s safety, with a person who was bound to fail me. I needed someone tangible. I needed a person to tell me they would keep me from any hurt. I put too much expectation on someone.
I learned that the Lord is my protection. He is my safety. He is going to comfort me in my times of hurt. He will give me peace when my head is filled with uncertainty, anxiousness, and worry. He has healed my heart from hurt. In chapel today we were all asked why we love God. Well, this is why I love Him. I have become very careful with who I allow to come into my life. I have people I am close to, but they are human, and they will disappoint us. I love the Lord because I know He will never fail me. He is all I need and more, and that is why I love Him. And I continue to surrender to Him…
He breaks me in order to rebuild me…
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